They say when you break your heart, the world seems dimmer. I don't believe that, because as I lay here, with my heart in so many pieces I lost count, the world is too real. Before I had you, I had your arms to make me forget the things that made me cry, I had your laughter to help me forget I was alive. Alive in this disgusting, black world were only harm lingers. The smiles are gone; the laughter is cold and empty. You use to make me cry, from how amazing, how beautiful you were. Just my phone lighting up with your number was enough to make me lose my breath. Gazing at you was like nothing I can describe, because I was able to look at something beautiful, and know that they were mine, and I was yours. What do I have now?
Colors seem too vivid, reality is too harsh. I miss your words, I miss your..everything. Nothing can compare to that time with you, nothing ever shall. Hearing your voice while I drifted to sleep, waking up early just so I could say good morning before you went to sc